Ho Hum - Why bother? 'cause it's worth it. Hopefully.

As I float from day to day, with an ever more present feeling of surreality, it makes me wonder, is this all real? Or is it a dream? 'cause, when I am in one of my surreal trances, everything makes less sense, it seems to me that this just can't be real. It's hard to explain, but if anyone has had the same feeling, knows what I mean. It's odd, and wonderful at the same time, it's indescrible, but, terrifying all at the same time.

'cause, I mean, what if it is just some dream, we are all just figments of each other's imagination, or just mine, in this case. Solipsism. It's a word, that's...Odd. It's what all of what I said means, yet, I've never once looked to it for peace, or solace. It's a selfish person's way out. But, that's just me generalising, for I've meet someone who was a solipsist, and she was one of the lovliest people, I ever knew.

But still, I do find solipsism, awfully stupid. But, I can understand how'd people go for it. I just can't seem to find it appealing. All that, about everything being the work of your imagination, it's just preposterous. 'cause I sure know, I'd never dream of this hell hole of a world. This world is unbearable, and certainly not something you would ever imagine. Unless you were a complete freak. But, that being said. I am that freak. I would imagine something like this, 'cept humanity had space travel.

But, I wouldn't like to believe my life, is just my imagination, as that's scary, and frightening, I like the idea, of being unique among many different unique imaginations. It's wonderful, sharing one's ideas, with other people. It's really something. And, I do hope that life has a point, and that, there is something at the end of this. In which we return, to God's embrace. I do hope that, and it was only until recently, I didn't believe that. And, I'm glad I do know. It's a great feeling.

So, as you can see, this blog post wasn't too bad. It was enjoyable to write, and I hope it's enjoyable to read.

Peace and Anarchy, folks.